quick update

Quick update. Sorry I have been out of sorts. I actually had emergency oral surgery last week. Come to find out I had an infection in my molar. I had broken a tooth about a month ago and it was broken below the gum line. Well long of the short is I don’t ever want to eat pistachios again. Ha ha So they had to put me under and everything.

So I am doing ok, been drugged up for the past week. Out of work for a week as well. Though, the pain was nothing compared to what it was, golly now that was some massive pain.

The kicker is, due to the stress and such I am now fighting a sinus infection. He he but I mean all and I am doing well. I just have been sleeping a lot and resting. Vicadin & Percoset will do that to ya. Today is my first day back in a week.

Just wanted to catch y’all up and say hey.

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Insecurity. It is something we all suffer from at one time or another. I think that for the most part, well more recently, I am much more secure with who I am. However, there are times when I feel like dirt. HA HA maybe it is just that being a ‘girl’ thing if you get my meaning.

Last nite I was having a slight issue and I got a little pissy for lack of a better term. The thing was it wasn’t even anything that anyone had really done or said, it was just me being a stupid girl.

I started to think. Where does our self-worth come from. I have a friend he would say, it comes from within. Well I can understand why he would say that…he is about inner power and such. However, I am thinking as a Christian. My reason for life and for being comes from Christ.

Last nite I was struggling with how I feel about myself; I need to realize, Christ loves me more than I can even imagine. I just need to keep this truth and realize that no matter what I am worthy of love, that Christ created me for His glory and in His imagine.

I am not saying that I have it all together, but I do know that God does love me. That His peace, His joy, not just happiness, but true joy are in my life and I pray that they fill my heart with a comfort that even I don’t understand.